Words I'll Never Say

I just want you to know that I think you're one of the coolest people up here. You're nice to everyone, you do all the jobs no one wants to. I just think you're kind of perfect, and I think it kinda sucks that I'll probably never say this and that I prefer keeping these things to myself these days... I really don't want to jump into the fray with everyone else competing for your attention. I don't think I have the heart to fight for you. But I want you to know that I enjoy watching everyone else try, and I enjoy your kind gestures towards them, and I enjoy their snarls at each other from behind your back. I enjoy watching this all with my little secret and how glad I am knowing that I'm not one of those girls.