Insecurities

Ok, so, as far as I know, barely 3 people read this blog so, unlike facebook, it shouldn't be seen by very many people. That's the point... I'm not writing this for attention... I'm writing it because the emotions are there and the inspiration types itself out. 

I am insecure, think almost nothing of myself, and doubt that anyone would pick me over anyone else--friends, relationships... there's always someone better. And I can sometimes be ok with that, but every now and then it just kind of hits me and my world goes spiraling out of control. I'm not special in anyway... and nothing about me stands out.... nothing good at least.