Tebow <3

Say what you will about the guy, Tim Tebow is an inspiration. As a student at the University of Florida, I've heard everything, from "Tebow performed circumcisions in the Philippines" to "Tebow's been blown by more girls than could fit into a chemistry lecture hall". He's held the door for me, and he's also almost run me over with his scooter. I've always felt iffy about the guy, whether he was real or not, whether or not the image he portrayed to the media was a good example of how he acted. I've read wonderful stories about him, but I've seen terrible pictures as well. One thing, however, is certain. Tim Tebow united our school. Through his wonderful talent, his general niceties, his winning smile, he made everyone believe in him, made our school number one in college football. Everyone wants to see Tebow play, it's an inspiration to watch, even when his teammates take the field in his absence... he's still on the sideline, cheering, hoping, praying, inspiring these guys. For all he's given us, it was wonderful to see how we could give it back, how he ran onto the field for the final time with the whole stadium, standing up, shouting "TEBOW!" The tears streamed down his face as he ran to embrace his coach and mentor, another figure in college football who doesn't give in to being a jackass. Everyone was standing, and cheering for the man who introduced Phillipians 4:13 to so many; we stood for the good guy, the one who got through his career not by stepping on people, but by helping them up, and moving on with them. And then the game started, and it was nothing but the perfect example of this senior class - a not-so-perfect win, but a good one, with mistakes to be learnt from, and cheers to enjoy. The fans stayed... first through the entire game, then up until Tebow left Florida Field for the final time. It was a gift, a tribute, a lasting standing ovation, and we'll be standing for years to come. He's someone we can tell our kids about, a role model even they can look up to. And no matter where he goes next year, the whole Gator nation will follow him. He will be forever remembered, and that's what we can give to him, just for making our lives, our college experience better. So, thanks Tim, and go Gators!

Ramblings at 8AM

So, I kinda just wanted to add a very self-seeking, highly boastful post.

I am very proud of myself, of how I handled myself last night. I'm proud of the fact that I didn't get angry, that I was able to find the laughter in hard questions and overall that I didn't crack under the pressure. After all, while pledge master was certainly a goal I wished to achieve, my main goal last night was to give a good speech and to change chapter's opinion of the poor girl who the devil made cry.

I just wanted to have it written down, so when I go back and read these one day, I'll know that I was proud of myself, I really am so proud of myself.

Ramblings at 4AM

I just want to say first of all how pissed I am that certain people skew definite facts to make them seem as though they rest in their favor. I hate politics. I hate how people turn others into game pieces and play with people's lives. The four of us were cool with each other, we were all happy, and proud to be running against each other---and you had to go and make it all personal... you had to make a pawn out of a person and use that person to somehow gain greater status... use it as a victory for your group... well you know what, that person is smarter than that... they don't fall into your little scheme of things, so please, get of your fucking high horses and remember that these are real people, and we all have separate lives, and we all just want to make our fraternity better, not advance certain groups within the fraternity.

I'm just saying, those are my observations. I hate people sometimes... I really do.

I think I'll use next semester to get closer to God. I've missed recognizing Him in my life.... =(